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I'm so stylish

  • May. 8th, 2009 at 7:53 PM
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I mades this






so fancy

also, h&m has the hottest change rooms ever.
seriously uncomfortable

http://www.lloydnesbitt.com/ballet.html

  • Feb. 6th, 2009 at 11:43 PM
pigeontrain
The severity of its physical requirements make ballet tougher than just about any other activity! Besides the need for flexibility and timing, great strength and endurance are required in order to succeed in ballet.

Ballet offers growing children and teens poise and grace along with good physical development, enhanced aerobic capacity, improved posture and even a more mature attitude to the student.

Haven't done this in a few years

  • Dec. 31st, 2008 at 10:40 PM
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Assertiveness ||||||||| 21%
Activity Level |||||| 12%
Excitement-Seeking |||||| 11%
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Neatness ||||||||||||||||||||| 68%
Dutifulness ||||||||||||||||||||| 68%
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Self-Discipline |||||||||||||||||||||||| 77%
Cautiousness ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 97%
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Assertiveness 21% introverted, loner controlling, aggressive
Activity Level 12% relaxed, laid back vigorous, high energy
Excitement-Seeking 11% sedate, restrained adventurous, wild
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Trust 65% suspicious of others trusting of others
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Altruism 50% selfish, cold, austere helpful, selfless, indulgent
Cooperation 96% argumentitive, confrontational conflict averse, meek
Modesty 87% arrogant, self-satisfied humble, unassuming, doormat
Sympathy 59% callous, heartless empathetic, warm
Confidence 79% not confident in work confident in work, egoistic
Neatness 68% disorganized, messy planner, clean, anal
Dutifulness 68% dishonest, derelict honest, rule abiding, proper
Achievement 32% lazy, unmotivated driven, goal oriented
Self-Discipline 77% procrastinator responsible, efficient
Cautiousness 97% spontaneous, daring, reckless careful, controlled, safe
Anxiety 25% relaxed, fearless fearful, worrier
Volatility 17% calm, cool touchy, tempermental
Depression 10% content, balanced emotional, self hating
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Imagination 24% practical, realistic dreamer, unrealistic
Artistic Interests 90% artistic indifference art, nature, beauty lover
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Dec. 31st, 2008

  • 9:24 PM
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Why Don’t You Just Get a Job?

By admin • Dec 11th, 2008 • Category: Rant & Rave

By Deborah Bo Wen Chan Duong
Image courtesy of Christian Lartillot/CORBIS

I don’t know where the term “starving artist” came from, but it seems to be an idiom that gets associated with all artists no matter how much money they make, where they are in their careers, and how satisfied they insist they are with their chosen profession—especially those artists who are not part of any commercial discipline. Whether you are in the fine arts, classical music scene, an emerging artisan, an avant-garde fashion designer, or in any other field that gets limited exposure in mainstream media, it sometimes feels like the number one rule for validating your career choice is to never, ever, complain about the obstacles—particularly financial ones—that you encounter on the way.

It hardly seems fair, considering that the process of becoming a successful artist or artisan is really not much different than becoming, say, a scientific researcher or a licensed doctor. The skill-sets may vary, but the journey has many intersecting points. Becoming great at anything requires a lot of work in the field, recognition by your peers, and years of invested time and money before you get any substantial return on your hard work. The difference is that when a med school student complains about struggling to repay the $100,000 debt they have due to tuition fees after graduation, public opinion generally considers this acceptable, whereas when an artist groans about having to work 40 hours a week at craft shows and exhibits to pay off their $50,000 bank loan, he or she frequently doesn’t get a sympathetic ear or an encouraging pat on the back, but instead gets hit with that dreaded, infuriating question: Why don’t you just get a job?

 

Perhaps this discrepancy is due to the fact that people in general expect the med school graduate to succeed—that paying hundreds of dollars in tuition somehow guarantees a solid career and affluence a decade down the road. And, by the same token, somehow artists are expected to fail; the ratio of successful artists to unsuccessful ones is imagined by distraught parents and concerned friends to be one in a hundred, or some other disheartening number that is marginally better than the odds of winning the lottery.

Well, let me tell you—as someone who has graduated university with a science degree along with hundreds of Nobel-prize-winning-hopefuls, and someone who has had to struggle to sell their first painting and first set of hand-made earrings at a local craft show—nothing comes easy. In fact most things come hard. And whether you are doing a residency in a hospital, or sewing or beading or painting for your first media-covered show, it’s all a job—and a mighty big one at that. The number of people who say “I want to be a doctor” and fail, is not much different than the number of people who say “I want to be an artist” and fail. I have seen both scenarios happen to dozens of colleagues. Anyone who dedicates 15 hours a week to any profession will probably not be as successful as someone who pours 30 or 40 hours a week into their career. It doesn’t matter if you ultimately want to sew wounds or sew fabric for a living.

All I ask is that everyone give those of us who have decided to pursue a creative path—and forgo the 9-5-with-benefits—a break. We aren’t lazy; we are merely willing to make unconventional sacrifices to follow a passion that is no easier to fulfill and no less admirable than those who wish to pursue more conventional means to an end. Everyone seeks job satisfaction and financial security, but these things can be achieved in more than one way. And please, fellow artists, let’s give ourselves a break, too. We work hard, and we deserve the same respect and compassion as anyone else who works as hard as we do—whether our critics are willing to acknowledge it or not


http://designhandmade.ca/2008/12/why-dont-you-just-get-a-job/
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I'd like to have something like this at some point in time. 
http://toronto.kijiji.ca/c-community-activity-partners-Artists-To-Share-A-Workspace-W0QQAdIdZ96406242
sure beats working in a closet!

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squirrels

  • Sep. 21st, 2008 at 5:46 PM
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the house next door is pretty close
the window beside my kitchen table looks out on to the roof next door
squirrels like to jump back and forth from the houses
(or from the large oak tree out back)
they are amusing
as long as they don't decide to jump into my kitchen

i like this house
ryan likes it too

p.s. family guy is annoying

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We moved!

  • Aug. 30th, 2008 at 6:55 PM
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Moved on Thursday.  Living near Main/Gerrard.  I haven't been to this area of the city much. 
Unpacking is going well.  Apartment is nice.  Small, but we like it.  Our boxspring wouldn't fit up the stairs, but our landlord has offered to pay for a split box that will stay in the apartment once we move out.  Our shower is leaking, and we are unable to use it without water getting everywhere, so he has allowed us to use the shower in the empty apartment below until the new people move in later this week. 
A few minor glitches, but getting along with the landlord is great. 

Today we went for a walk, down to Queen, and then down to Kew Beach.  Very nice day.  I don't think I've ever been to a Toronto beach.  We sat in the shade and ate Smartfood.  Yum.


Must get groceries... we have lots of junk, but no real foood.

Also, I'm probably making this journal friends only for most things... because i like it that way

blah

  • Jul. 24th, 2008 at 11:57 PM
pigeontrain
[info]toronto won't let me join.

i just created a new journal because i felt that my previous one was no longer the person i was.
we were moving to toronto.... until this happened.

we are now looking for a place to live. i hate apartment hunting when it's so last minute...
the house is a disaster of boxes and stuff to be packed
people are coming in looking at the place.

i had planned on living here during the week so i could still bike to work
and living in toronto for the weekends
during the month of august
i was going to do art stuff

hm

ah, chaos


things will work out

*thumbs up*

New times

  • Jul. 13th, 2008 at 4:01 PM
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Moving back to Toronto in just over 2 weeks.

Time to start a new journal.

I have good feeling about this.
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